nice movie, nice song... Ombak Rindu~

Credit to a friend, I was going to watch Malay movie at the cinema. Plus, my office-mate mentioned that she cried watching this. I am thinking to test myself I would shed my tears watching. Opss.. I didn't. but the movie is really sad though, and romantic of course.

At home, I kept on playing the OST, ombak rindu in repeat mode. Hehe. It's just which watching this movie, I keep remembering someone. Sobs.

xoxo
chibi

Leaving on the jetplane...

6 years ago, when I first knew this friend; he used to be a very close friend which I only have him as male-close-friend. He was taking pilot course which it got me very excited as I was dreaming to be one when I was little. I have height issue which kind of obvious to decline my application even before I submit an application.

I contacted him only once a week but we were very close still. Until, after a year being friends and he told me that he would be going to Canada to continue the course. I remembered it was Ramadhan and I cried on the day and the hour he fly off.

We were supposed to keep in touch. He gave his number in Canada ad I promised him not to change my number forever. Not long later, I received an email; he asked me to forget him. But that was how it end. I lost a friend and someone who is really close to my heart.

2 days ago, another friend which I've known him for 6 years mentioned that he'll change his career to be a steward. It makes me sad even I am not supposed to. I realize that I have this phobia close-friends flying off. Persons that I love so much. So I have this thought, "Why you have to fly in the sky when you have lands to explore?". No matter what happened, I just need to pray for them, that's all I know.

Still, I hate the feeling that they are leaving me. You can fly as far as you can, as long as you come back, which I keep in mind, one of them won't.

xoxo
chibi

Abandoned Mr. Bloggy.

Did you notice I just put gender for my blog? It's a 'he'... It might be the best time to give a name as well. Suggestion? Mr. Franc I suppose. (since my blog name already Franc Tireur).

Well, Mr. Franc. I am sorry that I have abandoned you since October. I was too busy with the new job and schedule was so tight ever since I worked there. Having multi-task ain't easy, I cried yesterday. I really don't like the feeling that I did not my job well (I was just been told that is my task to managing). I was yet to picture what I am suppose to do which I don't know what kind of initiative I should take. 

Sad. I couldn't hold my tears. Anyhow, I think it's a good thing for myself to improve in the future.

Thus, today I work part time in Da Vinci and I totally overcome my sad feeling after having  chat with the kids. Good thing that I brought my laptop with me so I can online as well; which I happened to fall in love with something. (.... refer picture below)

Don't you think this is gorgeous???? (eyes blinking). I wish I could have all 3. And... this shirt is so gorgeous too... 

Okay, obviously my mood is back to normal. I can't wait for the next salary to purchase these. heheheheehe..

Okay. So-not-informative blog I just type. cheers.

xoxo

chibi

What you eat is what you get?

I am not the right person to talk about food. I have skinny body, underweight, I don't eat much but I love eating buffets.

It just a flash thought inside me to write this Blog when an officemate said something that I am particular in. FOOD FOR BRAIN. She was offering me a yellow raisin but I refused. She said, "Why? Is it not good for brain?" I must say, she said it skeptically. The concern about 'brain food' arise since I was little. Every time I heard "Oh, this is not good for your brain." I will hardly touch the food again. And when I heard people said that "Oh, this is good for brain." I will eagerly find the food and what I can say is that, 'brain foods' are all delicious.

I am not trying to be paranoid about getting stupid cause by food. I am just concern as I am not a genius, I think it's a good effort to have proper food to have a healthy brain (and body which I am less concern).

Anyway, I shall share some of the information I get about this 'brain food' which I believe I am not the only person on earth who is concern about it. It's kinda hurt when people being skeptical when you are more knowledgeable. Just call them stupids, those must have slow brain.

Black Raisin : I eat this since I was little. My dad encourage me to eat, but he gave me limits like 7 per day which I ended up eating almost 500g at a time. Result: 2kg raisin finished in 2 days. wallaaaa~~

No.. No.. to Fish's Head : This is common which I believe most people knows that eating part fish head makes you.. err.. less clever. But seems that malays love to have fish head dishes which is why most malaysian are stupids especially the one who is so...."kampung".

Inner Part of Animal : Apart from being stupid if eating too much, the taste also sucks. lever, whatever whatever part of animal's body... says cow are totally a no-no... actually it is written in Al-Quran that it's not good for brain. So ashame that Jewish the one who applied it, consequence... looks who's conquer the world's economy?

Fish Oil : One word, good. But I didn't take this, somehow can't afford to buy supplements. But I have read that the underwater fish like salmon, cod fish... and 2 more which I forgot the name contains high level of DHA which is good for brain. That's explain why Japanese are clever, right? Salmon = DHA = clever.

Milk + Almond : Good for brain, good for pregnant lady. I love milk but just take almond once in a while, expensive stuff. But if you can afford, buy it.

Okay, I think 5 is enough of sharing, you can always google "food for brain". Feels better after writing this blog and let my heart out dissatisfy with skeptical and stupid person.

Till then..

xoxo
chibi

I'M NO ANGEL

For the moment you think I'm nice and then you notice that I'm not

For the words I'm saying that is not always showing the entire me

For the craziness I have in me, I was looked down by you

For the imperfect me, that's the reason I love myself

I'm not here to be the second version of someone else

That is something I never regret

I am no angel, and I love it that way.

xoxo

chibi

Happy Ramadhan Everybody~~

The fact that my tasks is increasing, my head got dizzy 2 days in a row. So I changed my google background into this... (see image above). It is good enough to makes me smile every time I see it. I even change my desktop wallpaper with the same post-it note smile!! *giggle*

It is already 9th day of Ramadhan. So thankful I haven't miss any day yet. Praying that I can complete my fasting this month! Chaiyo~!!

My weekend was good as I went to 2 different bazaar ramadhan~~ We (me and mysarah) bought a lot of stuffs. (and got scold by her aunty for buying too much) Anyhow, both of us manage to finish it all! It's just that I have a little complaint about the price. Some stuffs are too pricey! I told the seller, "Bulan-bulan puasa ni buat la amal jariah, jangan la nak mahal-mahal sangat." ~ I hope they learn the lesson, which I think they did not.

Also, I made my mind that my 'Baju Raya's will be in yellow colour! I will make sure mom will sew it nicely when I get back home.

Anyway, today ain't that bad. Someone made me laugh with his bathroom tiles phobia. Haha~! Funny guys everywhere~~

xoxo

chibi

last night was quite boring. Since i knew that the next day is Saturday, I wanted to paint so badly.
I'm quite satisfied with the result even it was painted with tears in my eyes.

Xoxo
chibi