written on 1st July 08

I always thinking of writing a blog after my 23rd birthday but it seem a little bit of hardness in scratching for words to come out with beautiful and dramatic sentences. Seriously I'll never be a good essay writer or even working in journalist field. (I've mention this thousand times.. ahaha)

My best buddy was the first to wish me birthday, it was expected. I knew she'll wish me when the clock strikes 12. I woke up on my 23rd birthday with an SMS from my mother wishing for my birthday. At that moment, I knew it's going to be a great day for me. Thanks for the cheese cake from The Bodybar girls and my Syera for making my day. (^.^)

Being 23 years old young lady sounds pretty old for me. But life's goes on, I am thankful and gratitude for what has made who I am now. I want to be me, just me. No matter its good or bad, I'll be glad to be me because life's short. I knew that I don't have enough time to be someone else.

Love, is the most powerful thing in the world. I always believe in pure and true love. It's the biggest lesson I ever learned my whole life. If it isn't pure, Allah s.w.t won't fulfill what we wished for as its lust that's lead. Moreover, love is unbounded. We should love everybody.

I could remember how heartbroken I was when I dumped by my ex-boyfriend. I was so sad that I felt like my world is falling apart. I was totally blind as I couldn't see the real love around me. How much they love me and giving me full support when I was down. I opened my eyes, woke up and stood on my feet, trying to get myself back and here I am. That's what I do now. I'll never beg for love. Because love that is meant to be for me will just come to me without any lies, pretending and not plastic.(This is purely my word) Well, I've experience of plastic love before. Many times. The greatest love ever? To Allah s.w.t of course. If we love HIM one time, he'll reply for thousands time. Subhanallah.

I have so much love to give, and I'd love to share with everybody even though I always fail to express it for real. I just wanna let my family and friends that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
cheers..

From CHIBI with lots lots LOVE