You need someone to talk to

Pathetic that's me.

It seems that I need someone to talk to even I have tons of motivational book which makes me so into my goal this year.

New year just started, feeling fresh to start writing the business proposal, write up daily plan, jotting down in-hand stock, marketing plan etc etc.

I handed my resignation yesterday but was given my off days to rethink about it. The reflects definitely different from every angle. Management will think it is not a good idea, I might not survive if I jump off the cliff at this moment. In the other hand I think I can built up my wing all the way down to save myself.

Well, since I clearly see the credit and debit on both sides. So, I think I might give myself another few months and also work out my plan. No one says it is easy, no one can say it is impossible too.

So, I need to talk to someone. Who can reflect. Not the management, not myself which I only can write in the blog and talking alone.


Xoxo
Chibi

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Please bear with me; I'm perfectly Imperfect.

Basically no one is perfect, but most people expect everything to be perfect; we tend to disappoint. Especially when we expect from someone we care most, someone we love most.

Recently I have a disappointment situation from the person I least expect, my own parents.  Initially,  I cried to let go the feeling.  At one point,  I realized that they're also imperfect like me; so who am I to judge?

Who am I to tell them to be fair to all their kids when I never given birth to one?

Who am I to tell them to think carefully before act when I never even raise a human being before. 

I only can tell the information by facts and perhaps my own principles.  But still, not every parents know how their kids really feels. Sometimes they hurt them to the core.

This makes me think what kind of parent I will be? 

Dear my future daughter/son,

I just want you to know that I always wanted the best for you... just like your grandparents wanted the best for me.

Love

Chibi