It's been a while

It's been a while I didn't write in this blog. I remember the last time I open and write something was in March, and it's already 1st of October.

People says that Life's like a wheel. It's true, I can feels the ups and downs happened in my life. Happy, sad, frustrated, excited and improving in skills. It happened to everyone but we always think what we had gone through is the worst ever. (I do feel so sometimes, why me? why me?) Does it happen to you too?

Frankly, I am satisfied with what I am doing now. I may not in executive position or working with high wages but I love do what I am doing. Art is my love. I can live without a partner, I don't feel sad if I'm broke up or even feel bad I'm not in a relationship; but I totally can't live without paint and brush.

Anyway, I am a human. I feel the force when someone intend to hurt me or even being obssesed for nothing. I can't lie. If I don't someone, means will never like. Forcing me makes me totally under pressure and I end up hating everyone and sending hate message too. (Sorry for those affected)

It's already 4.08 in the morning. I'm not sure what I am blabbing about. I have so much things in my mind. I wonder if I can fix the tangle in my head.