Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Sometimes people says, "It's your day" or maybe "It's my day". What would've been worst if it's not any of your days? Today is my 'unlucky' day. No one would ever wish for that. I suppose. Suffering with the sickness I had since more than a week ago, I could not find myself in comfortable condition. Not for a single minute.

I had silly massages from the man I hate most, but still i managed to answer his call. Instead of saying nice things to me; I was accused for being a bad girl, which rose my anger immediately. I could not help myself from screaming my heart out to that silly. I bet the whole building might heard me and must be thinking that I'm totally mad. I actually was.

I tried to find something that might comfort me from my anger and restless heart. I took out my drawing block and painted my broken heart drawing. It was perfectly done just about an hour. I think it matches with the shape of my heart at the moment. Anyway, paint and brushes always makes me feel better.

I went for class afterward and had my first meal of the day at 5pm with my classmate. The silly guy kept calling me without giving up. He massages me with harsh words makes me hate even more. I did not go anywhere today, room, class, sirah restaurant and my friend's place. That was my hiding place.

I finished watching 2 movies in my hiding place. 'The Duchess' and 'The Nanny Diaries'. Well, it made me feel a lot better. Until my stomach singing sad songs. I am damn hungry now. I went back my room all I got is few slices of bread which might expired tomorrow. I'm HUNGRY~!!

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